For the kingdom of God is not just fancy talk, it is living by God's power! 1Cor4:20

This week has been so sweet. The Lord has continued to grow my hunger for Him. I am running after the heart of God- I want to find this place of being totally love-sick after Him. I refuse to stay the same-my prayer for my time here has been- O God please ruin me- wreck my way of thinking-Change me! This week he has reminded me that it starts with this thing called repentance. he certainly confirmed it was what he was showing me when Kate(our leader) began to repent Wednesday before the whole team. The presence of God was ushered in that morning.

O Lord wake up your bride! bring us to our faces in deep repentance! Remind your church that living a REAL life for you isnt suppose to be comfortable!I pray that you will completely destroy the mentality of "blessings" that the body of Christ has developed. May we stop hanging on that inch. i pray that we as a body would arise and get violent in Jesus Name! may we go forth in the power of your Holy Spirit-may we serve you Enthusiastically in the mist of suffering.

Ive been reading a lot in Isaiah 61& 62 this week. May we take no rest laboring in prayer until Jesus cracks the sky. Lord i want to blaze like a buring torch for you.

im praying to get to this place of real/pure kingdom menatlity- and a pure heart of compassion for the people- i cant grasp it- i cant put my mind around it- i cant conjure it up and love from my own strength- only God can place those things within me. I pray that the Lord will drop those things in my spirit like a bomb.